For GOD

I am finally entering something into my blog again but don't blame me for updating, I'm just the typical me... lazy. Hahaha~ but anyway, I bet you MISS me so I'll be really really REALLY and I won't be teasing you a lot... what the HECK am I talking about? I'm a bit sleepy right now so that must be it... "Sleepiness is dangerous". So you have been PRE-WARNED!!!

Anyway, enough about me going crazy while it's still early... yeah, dead early! It's near 1 o'clock and I'm still AWAKE... grrr, I want to SLEEP but working on my literature term paper is a bit of a drag and it needs a lot of intensive research.. what's a girl to do? WORK. bow. Hehehe~ I know I haven't been working on things a lot lately and I've been pretty lazy and stuff but I still want to give my BEST because that's all that I can give plus I pray which is better than the best, it's best than the best. Yet somehow, I know that in order to achieve that I also need to do something in return. I can't exactly always pray for everything to happen! There's magic, yes, but there's no such thing as an achievement without any effort and somehow I want to give all the effort that I can give into what I do because I know that in doing so, I can proudly give it to GOD.

So furthermore, I'll be going to the Polythenic University of the Philippines which is also known as P.U.P.. The reason I'm going there is because I want a break. I can't exactly live my life on the same things. I need to recharge my batteries and remember who I REALLY AM! It's not that I'm lost or something like that... it's just that. I want to see me, and be me. I think I already lost a lot of things in life and somehow, GOD told me that there are other things that I need to take a look at. I'm an idiot. I do a lot of idiotic things. That's what we, idiots, do best. Somehow, I want to mend the broken things... there's always hope even in what we humans consider as hopeless because I believe in GOD and as long as HE believes in us... I don't have any RIGHT to GIVE UP the fight. We all go through things like this... we just need to work hard and give it our best because GOD is always with us, and HE is with us even if we don't see HIM. Believe. Have faith.

I'm probably going religious right now, but it's what I do best. I made a lot of mistakes and I want you to know that there's still hope in fixing things and I don't want to give up because in doing so... then I'm giving up on GOD.

Stay strong!

Have faith!!

Trust GOD as I do to HIM. Give EVERYTHING to HIM and HE will give EVERYTHING to You as HE did to ME.

I give this blog entry to GOD, for always guiding and loving me, despite the fact that I'm so useless, hopeless and selfish. HE is my inspiration, light, guide, and life.

I love HIM

but HE loves me more...

I adore HIM

but HE adores me more...

I cherishes HIM

but HE cherishes me more...

I can never be like HIM but somehow, I know that by BELIEVING and LOVING HIM... is more than enough for HIM. I could give HIM more, but HE does not asks for it...

HE is the BEST oF THE BEST OF THE BEST. Somehow, I don't think saying that is enough... HE is MORE than words can measure.