Saturday, December 20, 2008

Tagged by Cham!


So I've been tagged by Cham! Sorry for the late update... I've been busy with PLURK! hahaha! Thanks Ikang for inviting me there! hahahaha! :D The challenge this time is to post the turn on and off that I have towards the opposite sex... I'm a girl so I'll be talking about a guy! Yay!

The OFF...
  • Attitude - what I hate most is when the guy is so full of himself. Honestly, dude! Don't you know what HUMILITY means? Flattery will get you nowhere!
  • Pushy - I hate it when they try to boss me around
  • Flirt - Just tell me honest facts and stop with the lacy words! GAY! hahahaha! :D
  • Insincere - Need to explain?
  • Disrespectful - honestly.. can't you get any worst?
  • Discriminating - die dude! DIE!
  • Selfish - so much for a human being! Grr...!
  • Dishonest - Hmp.
  • Can't think but I bet there's more!

The ON...
  • Kind - the dream boy! hahahaha! :D
  • Sincere - this is based on experience! hahahahha! XD
  • Funny - the easiest way to a girl's heart is by making her laugh!
  • Active - it's good to have someone who's always full of energy!
  • Understanding - i need a lot of that! :p
  • Honest - something we ALL need
  • Persevering - Go go go till the end!
  • Family-oriented - so am I! :P
  • I bet there are lots more but those are what I have in mind right now! :P
I can't think of any individuals to tag.. I'll update this later for further reference but anyway! Thanks to everyone who were worried for me and helped me make it through the heavy storm! Oh yeah! XD

Sunday, December 14, 2008

3 Days of Pain!

GUYS! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

did you miss me? :D heheheh, well I did and very much and I have to say that you guys are the reason why I blog right now and no one else. Anyway, I'm really tired after that darn 3-day camp and I never felt so tired and depressed and... grr, can't find the perfect words but I assure you, it's almost like you're alive but you're not.

I'll be thanking God a lot for taking care of me throughout the sensitivity training because without Him, I would have probably died right now from the pain I've experienced. I am really sad and lonely and I don't really know what to do during the camp... I have to say that there were people who took care of me even if I'm not their responsibility and they showed great care and love for me... and I want to thank them for always... ALWAYS sharing with me their joy, pain and even their most embarrassing moment! hahahaha!

Well... it's because there were people back there who was supposed to be the ones I love more than anyone in the crowd who survived the whole training session without even saying 'hi' or 'hello' to me when we see each other. Honestly, that slapped me in the face... and it made me realize how unimportant I was to them... I must never question their love for me but during the sensi training, I couldn't but feel that way. We met, numerous times, but they always... ALWAYS seem to ignore me or not see me at all and not even a single entity from them asked 'Where were you?' for all the times I wasn't with them. I guess it really came down to the truth how worthless I am... worthless... worthless and worthless.

Honestly, a rationalization came into my mind last night, whenever I express my real feelings to them... it only brought about trouble and whenever we are all in a-okay state this occurs. It's hard to hold on into a relationship that hurts you more than anything else... call me a coward but I've decided to move on and stay distant from them because even when I approached them it only establishes a temporary closeness and... that closeness makes me happy and it makes me feel whole again like the former pain, like this, is something I can forget but this can't keep going on because one day it will kill me, it will succumb me and one day... it will destroy my totality as a person!

Shheeeeesh, drama till today? At the very least, I'm not as emotionally unstable as yesterday! hhahaha! It was funny how emotionally indifferent I was with everybody and how sad I would easily get whenever someone raises their voice to me or when someone nags me I'll be all 'SHut uP!' hahaha, :D SORRY to all the people who got dragged in on this mess... May God guide us all and help us in everything we do.

...and for that

MAY GOD BE PRAISED!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Gone for three days!

Here is a very sad news:

For THREE (3) whole days I'll be gone! This is so devastating.. huhuhu, starting from tonight (which is actually 2 in the morning) up to Sunday here in Philippines and Saturday on the other side of the planet.

This isn't really something I PLANNED to happen but because my course required me to attend this 3-day training, I am given no other option but to go. I know three days is fast... but I love blogging so much I'll miss you guys! Take care and God bless, :) I pray for your welfare!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

I've been TAGGED!

Okay... I am finally posting something. I couldn't find enough time to post something but anyway,
thanks Bianca for tagging me! hehehe,


RULE: list all the names that you were called by and the people who call you that. tag at least 10 people of your links and give a comment on their site for them to know they've been tagged.


1. Katleya - well actually, I created this nickname... I think I got it from a notebook named Cattleya and because I watced an anime with a name that is pronounced the same way and I found it cute... I just had to use it! :D

2. Megumi - this started back in high school. This is related with my other nickname which I'm going to add as next in my list! :D hehehe,

3. Meg - this is my most PROMINENT, FAMOUS and COMMONLY USED nickname, not that I'm complaining, but anyway... ever since I started using this everybody had the tendency to actually assume that this is my ACTUAL name! hahaha!

4. Mirr... - Blame my sister for that! Whenever she feels that pronouncing my real name is tiresome she'll shorten it in that manner! hahaha! :D

5. Grace - My infamous nickname. This is actually where my 'G' for meg came from. There are only a certain number of people who call me that and they use that to actually MOCK me... grr!!

6. Meglat - I'm going to give Roujo the credit in this one. He called me that out of nowhere and I don't know why! :O

7. Ran - Well.. I know this is out of nowhere but this was taken from the anime character from Super Gals! They told me that she was like me in anime version.. well, I don't exactly wear the same clothes as she does but it's more on the personality because we are both so loud and both a troublemaker. :D

8. Ram - actually, our trainer for our speech choir misread my nickname 'Ran' into 'Ram' which is my nephew's name! hahaha!

9. Defensor - My real name is Merriam so ever since I was a kid they kept calling me that which is the name for a senator here in the Philippines.

10. Bookstore - blame Merriam Bookstore for that!

11. Meggy - I don't know why they call me that but they actually do! It's kind of like a dog-name for me since I love to call my dog in a similar manner... =P hehehe,

12. Locara - Another credit for Roujo.. he used to call me that! :O

13. Bez - heheheheh! :D I credit Rogelyn and Ica for this one but the reason are two different things and it's two long... I'll share it with you next time! Just remind me! :D

14. Merriam - this is actually NOT-A-NICKNAME but since Janice kept calling me that... again and again and again and so does my mom and dad... well, who wouldn't think of it as a nickname? right? :D

15. Marge - this is a nickname that only 2 people in the world call me or has the right to use... :P It's something personal.. hehehe, :D


I guess that wraps it up!! :D That's ALL my nicknames ever since I was borned here on earth and... well! Hahahaha, have a good laugh with them! :D Thanks
Biancafor tagging me! :D

And now, I tag: Jazz, ikang, cham, tanchi, iris and janel! :D Enjoy guys, :)

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

RED BOX: The box that we love

Second year, this is the best school year I’ve had ever since I’ve entered high school. It’s when all the jokes have been shared, all the laughers have been laughed and all the memories have been shared – not that I’m saying that there’s no longer any memories being shared. Well, let’s just say that for a very unusual group setting… we created great memories together and advocated great change in each other’s lives.

One of our most sought-after places after every exam will be most likely: RED BOX at Trinoma. Well, the reason that we went to RED BOX was because Mauro (call him Mau) told us of how great the place was plus we wanted to sing our heart out without having anybody hearing us from the other room – that happened when we went for a karaoke at World’s of Fun.. sheesh!


So here are the first batch of individuals who have been the 'catalyst' of change! Starting with me in the left most corner, Lui, Albert, Jigo, Mau and Sarah... of course Sarah's the girl and Mau's the guy so if ever they did moved well... you can identify them easy! :D

The first batch of RED BOX advocates will comprise of yours truly, Luisa (she’s my mom in our family tree and call her Lui), Mauro (since he came up with the place, he’s Sarah’s girlfriend), Sarah (she’s our family dog, if you’re wondering why, I’ll explain some other time! :D), Albert (he’s Lui’s brother and my so-called father since I have no dad… but he’s not Lui’s husband *giggles* ‘…that’s incest’ according to Lui) and there’s Jigo (our family gardener/dancer, I’m the one who gave him those positions without his consent). The great thing about this batch is that we’re on an experimental mode and another fact is… people here goes in pair. I won’t deny that I had a thing for Jigo back at this time so I was happy that he is with us – he’s from a different section from ours and there’s Albert, also from a different section but not Jigo’s classmate, who has a thing for Lui and there’s Mau who is Sarah’s boyfriend. Hahahaha. Talk about couples on a date, but anyway this was indirectly planned. (Yeah, right!! Hahaha)

Anyway, so that’s us. The first crew to explore the depths of RED BOX. The first and foremost problem we have encountered was how to operate the machine. Bwahahaha. Funny right? But Jigo found a way so after that we kept on plugging in all the songs that we know regardless of which and what as long as it sounds familiar, it pass!!!


So here are more pics... I wonder when we took this! I can't really recall to be honest! hahaha!

We had our share of personal songs but most of them were group and mostly rock, by the way, and we sang regardless of the fact of whether or not we were in tune. As long as the lyrics goes on and on so does our voices. Actually, I have my own share of videos of what we do inside the karaoke room. Hehehe, we’re actually kind of wild and the only place I’ll be posting it will be here, in my blog, so only a selected few will be viewing it. A side note: Most of the videos doesn’t include me since I’m the one taking them!! HAHA!

So anyway, we sung random songs and even went wild in some parts… well, mostly Sarah went wild. Not me, I am such a behaved individual. (Who am I fooling?)

That’s the first batch of the RED BOX people. The 6 of us are the advocates of change!


...not only are these pictures from the same angle, most likely self-timer, but they are almost of the same place... oh wait, I moved here so it's not really the same! hahaha!

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This is the second batch of RED BOX people: yours truly as always, Sarah, Lui, Mau, Albert are the survivors from the first batch with Jigo eliminated and the new crew members are: Janel and Jay. Janel is my older sister in the family, which is Lui’s family, and Jay is my older brother but I think he’s supposed to be younger than Janel… that! I am not sure.


Welcome Janel and Jay! i've notice a difference between the two pictures... one seems like we were on normal colors while the one on the right shows us - looking all yellowish! hahaha!

We’re not exactly in pairs now but anyway, honestly, this is the wildest batch that I’ve been with. I’m not sure why but I do remember that when the boys left the room for a CR break and my song – which is Thanks for the MMRS by Fall-Out Boy played – and I took the microphone… well, we, girls, went wild and jumped all over the room. I guess the song is familiar to all of us, plus it’s rock, plus it makes you want to jump, plus… we just had to do it all. Hahahaha!


So that's me and Jay going solo... hehehe! The pic on the right doesn't include Janel since she left earlier... awww.. sad, but she already maximized the fun when she was still around! Oh yeah!!!

Anyway, aside from that, I remember the boys trying to sing some rap… like the song Wasn’t me but I’m not so sure right now… hmmm, that made me think. But anyway! The fun part about this batch is that we’re more familiar with how to put our songs in the playlist, the room was larger and the crowd is more rocking crazy! Hahahaha, it was so crazy that I couldn’t help but laugh at the mere memory of it. I guess we just had to do all the craziest stuffs that go in our mind. I even remember Janel singing some solos but I won’t post those since she’ll probably be embarrassed to see them but I assure you, she has a really good voice – unlike mine, so coarse. Hehehehehe.

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The third and so far the last batch has occurred just last semester. We’re practically third year students now!! Hurrah for surviving up to this point! And I do hope we can survive till our target graduation date!! Yahooo!!

This batch is a lot more than the previous ones and sadly, the room is way –way – more smaller than I can ever imagine!!! I used to sleep in the couch but this time I can’t because the chair isn’t enough to even accommodate all of us! Can you believe that?! Talk about service! Hmph! Hhehehe! I even remembered meeting a friend there once and there was 16 of them and they got a room which includes a pool table! So why can’t we have that? We were around 9 people at that time… huhuhu…


So here is the new batch of RED BOX individuals and you must admit it.. we are so crowded!!! hahaha! There were so many people I just can't help but say "How the heck did we fit there?!"

Anyway, the following people are the participants: there’s yours truly surviving all three RED BOX gathering, Lui and Sarah from the first and second batch too! There’s also Janel from the second batch. Hurrah, then here are the newbies: Iris (she is our ultimate ancestor… actually, she’s my grandmother, Lui’s mom), Gian (she’s Lui’s sister and Albert’s indirect sister which I don’t know what happened… hmm, I’m the one messing with the family tree), Mark (the YFC family calls him Marky since there’s an overpopulation of Marks over there but he’s not part of the family, he’s a very close-at-heart friend of ours), Margot (she’s new in the family and she’s the chef/carpenter of the family) and lastly, there’s Crystia (she’s new in the family also and is not yet included in the family tree).

So anyway, this batch is consisted of majority of girls. Yes, I know that: the fact that there will be less rock songs. Well it happened but I had fun nonetheless because Gian promised not to sing a song but once the Backstreet boys appeared in the screen, she completely monopolized the microphone without second though and they went all –Backstreet back alright!!! Hahahaha, sadly, Lui, Iris and Crystia had to leave early leaving me, Sarah, Janel, Mark, and Margot behind. We maximized the time we had and the worst case scenario was – when they kept on restarting the whole machine and we got cut-off from our singing time!!! Grrr! How could RED BOX be so unfair?! *sighs*


Don't laugh at the picture on the right. I know Mark looks like some 'chosen one' kiddo over there but he's not and it was a product of boredom since they kept on restarting the machine so we took the time to make a photoshoot! Anyway, on the picture on the left are the people who remained late, Janel, Mark, Sarah, Gian, Margot and me.

Anyway… that’s how I enjoyed my RED BOX days.. not that I’m saying it’s over. It just started so why end it so soon! I know there will be a lot more memories to be shared as long as I have my friends with me – always!!!

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So here are the videos that I've recorded... these are just SOME of them. Don't worry, they are not hazardous to your health... actually, they are!!! :D hehehe! Anyway, enjoy and watch them!

1st Batch






2nd Batch






3rd Batch



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